as inspired by shaina jung.

here’s my pre-retreat ramble. just so i know where i’m at at the end of it all. i feel good. i feel great. i feel like crap. point is, i’m feeling rather lost as for where i stand. let’s be real, for me this retreat kind of popped out of nowhere. and i haven’t really given much thought about it either. and now it’s like BOOM up the mountain you go.

indifference towards something. i think that’s the most dangerous. because you don’t care, you won’t expect much. because you don’t expect much, you won’t be looking for much. because you’re not looking for much, you won’t get much. “get” in all senses of the word. then whatever this “something” is, will become the biggest waste of time there ever was.

if there’s one thing i’ll be looking for from this retreat. would be prepping me for the summer. in terms of receiving  a word, and “cleaning my pipe out” and what not.

but again, we serve a God who thinks He’s God. so above all, i’m going with an open mind.