I want the joy of the Lord to come now
I want the joy of the Lord to fall now
I want the joy of the Lord in my life

I want the joy of the Lord lift me
I want the joy of the Lord change me
I want the joy of the Lord in my life

Its time I started dancing over all these graves
Its time I gave you all my God the highest place
Its time I lift my voice
and beg for His blessing to fall

if one song could sum up how i feel that would be it. joy seems to be the only cure for chronic disappointment. but again, i mean joy not to be mistaken for happiness because they are indeed two very separate entities.