Posted by: j9 sy on: March 31, 2009
hrmmm so saturday i went to school to help out in the CLUB CARNIVAL woot. and calvin had his longboard with him, so naturally i rode on it. and someone called me BAMF. i usually hate it when people say that cause it’s like they don’t have balls to say the real thing. but still…me [...]
Posted by: j9 sy on: March 24, 2009
sooooooo we had this pretty cool assembly at school today. which is what everyone’s raving about. and YES i cried…but once again, i cry in EVERYTHING. oh yeah, this is filed under “small acts of kindness” not because of anything i saw. but i feel like blogging just on the very thought of it.
i have [...]
Posted by: j9 sy on: March 19, 2009
i love what i’m doing. i really do.why am i trying so hard??? what does all this amount to?? i just want to stop. i just want to put everything i’m doing down and stop. not forever. but just a break. i just want it all to stop. i want to close my eyes and open [...]
Posted by: j9 sy on: March 18, 2009
i think i now know what i lack. grace and mercy. in addition to the rest of the fruit. lovejoypeacepatiencekindnessgoodnessfaithfulnessgentleness and self control. against such things there is no law. so far…i’m doing well in the joy department. and that’s about it.
Posted by: j9 sy on: March 15, 2009
my sorry attempt at drawing myself on my sister’s ds.
i realize that i ask people A LOT on like how they are doing. the thing is, like sometimes i ask to fill in the silence in conversations, at other times i ask because i really do care. its just like the phrase “i love you”. [...]
Posted by: j9 sy on: March 13, 2009
this week was hell. i’m not going to deny it, cause it really was. but right now it’s friday and i’m happy. i’m content and happy cause God was with me this week. even if it sucked balls, i’m still happy :)
two words were the cause of a lot of anxiety for me this week. [...]
