gaaaaaaah…i’ve been really upset, moody, and not that happy lately. i really can’t quite put my finger on why i’m so unhappy. i think it’s a cumulation of A LOT of things. so, i’m really sorry if i been quite a bitch lately. it’s just that you probably caught me off guard and not in a very good mood. i know that’s not a very good excuse for being “mean janine” but that’s the best i can come up with. i really think it’s interesting how the people that make you the happiest are capable of making you the “unhappiest”.

boo hoo. i really should stop belly aching. it’s getting me nowhere. at least i feel a wee bit better.

on a more positive note, i’ve been listening to some great indie and rock music. ingrid michaelson’s “girls and boys” is QUITE good. she’s like a softer more soulful michelle branch. i’d also call her a female john mayer. new year’s day…hmmmm.. i get bored of this alternative stuff quickly, but it’s alright.  they’re like a paramore knockoff. except not as overated. lastly, but not least….the hot damn. out of all these bands i mentioned it’s the “indiest”. really odd at first, but i ended up liking it A LOT. these kids are soooooooooooooo new that you can download the WHOLE album off thier website. www.meritbadgerecords.com right click on the song titles on the front page and there will be a “download” option.