sometimes…i don’t understand why things happen to me. this would DEFINITELY be one of those times. first day of tennis training and i’m injured already. ok let’s go back….back until we reach spring break. i fell off my longboard burned my knee. ok things don’t stop there. due to this injury i couldn’t play tennis for a good two weeks. then i found out my ligaments are a bit messed up (nothing too bad, but bad enough). another few weeks off tennis. then my fingers get slammed in the car door. BAM ANOTHER week off. why me????? first day of practice and my knee is bugging me already. i know that i shouldn’t be belly aching and whining. i just find it really frustrating to see these things hit me one…after…the…other. i’m already ditching a freaking 3 weeks of tennis camp to go to serbia. chances on varsity keep going down everyday. i truely hate to be a wet blanket. i’m just so frustrated with my performance due to my injuries. it’s not like it’s my fault either. things just happen to me.

ok just in case any tennis girls read this… i’m going to serbia as part of a church chior. i planned this trip waaaaaaay back in the fall before i knew varsity would be an option. i truely hope it stays an option. as of now…i’m pretty down. :(  haha. but i DO trust that He will take will take care of me.  i joined vision choir to further the kingdom. and that is what i plan to do. even if it means staying on jv for another year. so there!